Twenty Years Ago Today

It was cold in Edmonton, Alberta – my hometown in Canada – it was snowing. But it was warm in Houston, humid. We got off the plane, my family and I, arriving finally at our new home.

That was twenty years ago today.

My childhood dream had always been to move to America, to Texas. I was captivated even as a child by American liberty and independence. When I was 15 years old I told some classmates that “mark my words, before I’m 22 years old I’ll be living in America.”

And there I was, two months before my 19th birthday, a newly arrived Texan. I was amazed.

I knew more about American history on that day than any American I’d met. I was just in love with the early writings of American independence, protection of rights, of personal liberty. I knew there was nowhere on earth where there was such opportunity, such celebration of individualism.

But I am sad today.

In my two decades I’ve seen the furthering of the Patriot Act. I’ve seen the protection of corporations over small businesses. I’ve seen the celebration of the elite over the entrepreneurial individual. I’ve seen the senseless prolonging of orchestrated wars that we should never have been in, a shameful loss of human life. I’ve seen leaders set before us over and over to choose from to lead us and I’ve shaken my head and said, “is this really the best America has to offer?”

I was asleep, believing one side knew better than the other, not realizing both are sides of the same corrupt coin. I was asleep, not understanding the global agenda, not understanding that bailing out banks but not the small family businesses was exactly what the elitists wanted. I was becoming disillusioned and confused but was still not fully awake.

I became a libertarian about 12 years ago, excited believing I could be part of the change of direction we badly needed. Only then, I discovered how the media manipulates and censors so that differing opinions cannot even get out. I’ve written letters and emails, asking why my candidate of choice wasn’t on the polling options. I’ve seen the media and government present us with two options, like a football game, when deep down it hardly matters who wins because they are all cronies underneath their Democrat blue or Republican red.

Then I saw the plandemic shake away even more of our freedoms. To where I was truly in fear of losing my job over an experimental injection. To where I literally sold my home in fear of being stuck in a mortgage I couldn’t afford if I didn’t get the jab. To where I saw people I know and love forced out of jobs. Seeing people in isolation becoming depressed. Seeing the despots on television telling us that we shouldn’t even gather for Thanksgiving or Christmas.

Canceling Christmas in America? Eighteen year old me would have scoffed at the notion.

I still celebrate coming here. I live a fun, adventurous life with people I love so much and have achieved a great many things over the last twenty years. But a part of me is deeply grieved. The America I believed in is over. Maybe it hasn’t even existed in a very long time. We live under a paper thin veil of freedom that is shredding off of us with each passing day.

I see Americans grieving over the loss of freedom, even as they fight hard to take it back, because they’re starting to realize things haven’t been as they seem for a long time. And I sort of understand. Because twenty years ago I arrived here thinking this had been my greatest dream come true, to share in this great American dream, but now I see we are but a breath away from losing everything it ever was.

I’m humble enough to admit I was naive. I am strong enough to take a stand against the tyranny taking over. And I’m brave enough to lose whatever it takes on the process, to find what I thought I found twenty years ago.

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I Will Not Comply

I left Sioux Falls, SD this morning as part of another convoy with the American Freedom Convoy. They’re heading to Washington, DC and we were riding a couple hundred miles with them again in support.

Standing out in the cold and wind, we had on our I Will Not Comply hoodies which we ordered from JP Sears. Both today and in Des Moines on Saturday at a freedom rally, we got so many compliments on these hoodies for the important message on them.

One man came up to us and said, “every time I see your shirts I think of the story of Shadrack, Meshach and Abednego. I love it!”

For those unfamiliar, in the Old Testament, King Nebuchadnezzar II mandated that people must bow and worship his image. These three brave Hebrew men refused to comply. They were throw into the fiery furnace as punishment. But God delivered them from this and as a result, the king recognized the sovereignty of the Lord.

They did not comply and through their brave disobedience they brought glory to God.

I then started thinking about other examples from the Bible that illustrated the importance of not complying with injustice.

Let’s think about the midwives who refused to comply with the order to kill all newborn Hebrew boys in Egypt. The women defied the order and saved the baby who grew up to be Moses, the liberator of his people.

Think about Daniel. There was a ban on praying to anyone except the king. Daniel refused and openly prayed to God and was throw into the lion’s den. God sent an angel to spare Daniel.

Think about the foreign wise men who visited Jesus to worship him after his birth. King Herod had commanded them to return to him to tell him where Jesus was so he could kill him. The men defied and went home via a different route.

And a female role model to add to the list, Esther, who approached the king to plead him to spare the destruction of the Jewish people. She states that if she is to die for it then she will die.

The Bible shows us that when the state begins to mandate behavior that is wrong or evil, not only can and should we refuse to comply but that through our noncompliance God will be glorified.

At the rallies I have attended I’ve seen this continues in our modern age. These people gather in cheerfulness and peace, never pointing to themselves but pointing to God. They pray that God’s perfectt will be done through us as messengers.

We must be courageous. Not only because we fight against the power of evil, but because we stand for the God of all good. I pray that I would not comply even if they walked me into a fiery furnace.

And have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them.

Ephesians 5:11

Covid and Ivermectin: A Personal Perspective

I begin this by stressing that I’m not a doctor, which basically means, I can talk common sense about this and not be worried about my medical license being revoked for contradicting the narrative.

I had Covid last fall. My illness would be considered mild to moderate. For two weeks I felt pretty crappy. I had some congestion and pain, body aches, urgent bathroom needs, and incredible fatigue. I certainly never felt like I needed medical intervention but I will tell you, had I had the option to get ivermectin over the counter, I would have done so.

Instead, I recovered but then went on to have long covid. Until a few weeks ago, I was still dealing with fatigue, struggling in the gym to regain strength. My lethargy was also mental, difficulty or disinterest in focusing on things like work or reading. My immune system was also weak. I developed several illnesses over the winter that I just couldn’t shake.

Then I finally got my hands on some ivermectin thanks to mygotodoc.com. I took a short course of treatment (about a week) along with fluvoxamine. About three days after ending the course of treatment I felt myself spring back to life in a huge way. My energy levels returned, my focus and mental stamina, my physical endurance, all back to my pre-covid normals.

The ivermectin didn’t hurt me. I had no adverse affects of my medication. But instead it helped me shake off the lingering effects of covid that had been making life hard for half a year.

So my question is this: why in tarnation are we not able to access this over the counter? Oh right, because there’s no money in it for big pharma and it evades the control of the government. It is beyond a tragedy that people have suffered and died when a cheap and well tolerated medication has been available.

“But Anna, that’s an off label use!” Yes, and medications are often prescribed for off label use. One of which, metformin, which is used primary to treat type 2 diabetes but is very often prescribed off label for PCOS in non-diabetic patients. I took it off label for 10 years and no one in big pharma had a problem with that.

Kudos to the state government in New Hampshire which is making progress toward making ivermectin available over the counter.

We deserve so much better than what we are getting. The globalists want a great reset. What we need is a different kind of reset, a reawakening, where we go back to liberty and common sense instead of marching toward a Marxist vision.

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What “They” are Doing to Sex

It’s sad to see what they (the NWO, globalists, deep state, cabal or whatever you call “them”) are doing to sex.

Sex was intended to be magical. An intimate experience between two people in love. It is pleasurable and fun, but it also develops a deep bond between people.

This is why married couples should not use sex as a reward (or withholding it as punishment). It should be a frequent and unconditional expression of love.

Even if you don’t buy that, it’s a fact that sex produces chemical reactions that create bonds between people. The complex chemical reactions during sex explain why sex can create both passionate bonds between people and, when occurring in toxic or dangerous situations, can be incredibly destructive to people.

Society has slowly degenerated how we view sex. Said to be viewed as empowering and free spirited, the cavalier approach to sex in our culture leads to many people feeling disappointed, used, or unsatisfied.

Many people engage in “meaningless” sex even though there are reactions going on behind the scenes that change our brains and can create permanent damage over time. However, when it’s two adults engaging in this sort of behavior at least it is consensual.

However, when the school systems get involved to sexualize children, it opens the door to unbelievable damage to them for the rest of their lives. More and more incidents across the country are popping up of schools or groups sexualizing children from a very young age, from teaching them about sexual preferences to instructing on masturbation. Even as young as toddlers.

This is extremely unnatural, especially for pre-pubescent children. Kids generally balk at even mild sexualization between adults. Think back to kids saying, “eww! They’re kissing!” Children are not meant to be sexual. They are not yet equipped to even understand the basics much less the delicate nuances about the giving and receiving of a sexual relationship.

Kids should not be building “sexual pizza” in school or being taught about sexual practices. Everyday there are more examples, children younger and younger being taught about sex by adults with an unhealthy sexual agenda.

I’m not even a parent but I’m horrified. How parents send their children to these schools appalls me. I recall fifteen to twenty years ago my late father saying that the next agenda of the progressives would be to normalize pedophilia. He was not wrong.

Sex is a complicated and delicate experience even among healthy adults. What this “education” is doing is ensuring that children do not grow up to be healthy adults. At best this is an intentional attempt to breakdown society and at worst it is instructional pedophilia.

We need, as a society and especially for those who are parents, to reclaim the sanctity of sex. It is not just a bodily function no different than using the restroom. It is a beautiful, emotional, complex bonding experience. It is a sacred act that creates bonding and pleasure but also preserves humanity itself. We are not cattle in a barn. We are humans made in the image of God.

We are called to protect children, not just physically but also their innocence. The Bible is absolutely clear that we are responsible to not do anything to children that could lead them into sin – or into a destructive and unhealthy lifestyle.

If anyone causes one of these little ones—those who believe in me—to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.

Matthew 18:6

Aiding and Abeting with Our Time, Money and Attention

I’ve shared evidence recently about the link between mainstream media, popular music, movies, television and government propaganda and CIA mind control.

Knowing all of this – and understanding that this is probably only the tip of the iceberg – it calls for us to be mindful of where and how we spend our time, attention and money.

My as-of-late research linking freemasons to government officials backing the NWO, World Economic Forum, and dark spiritual forces has left me extremely disillusioned and concerned with how deeply embedded these people are into our lives.

They want our money but they want far more than that. They want our attention. They want our devotion to things that reinforce their agenda.

I haven’t watched a movie in over 2 months. I haven’t turned on Netflix or watched any television shows. With eyes wide open, you see the social engineering. You see the propaganda. You see the entertaining distractions they put before us. It reminds us of the quotation directed at the times of the Romans:

The evil was not in the bread and circuses, per se, but in the willingness of the people to sell their rights as free men for full bellies and the excitement of the games which would serve to distract them from the other human hungers which bread and circuses can never appease.

Cicero

We have not only been manipulated, propigandized, brainwashed and lied to, but we have also been contented with bread and circuses, distracted from the real matters of the world.

I’ve always been a huge fan of Disney. I have Disney collections and movies and as rewards for graduating with my degrees I went to Disneyland and Disney World. My collections themselves are valuable and in my eyes so cute and fun. But more and more knowledge about Disney as a company are their dark sexualization of children on top of multiple recent arrests in sex trafficking by Disney employees I am no longer supporting Disney.

In fact, much to my own disappointment, I’m slowly getting rid of my collections.

In a way, it is a sacrifice, but being awake is not for the timid. I no longer feel joy in these things but rather a reminder of my disillusionment and sadness.

We need to have our eyes open about the content we let into our mind. About the allegiances we form and the brand loyalties we carry. We need to make mindful choices, maybe hard choices, to show that we do not consent to be controlled or manipulated, we do not consent to being told to live one way while the elites of the world live in hypocrisy and darkness.

This is just one small example of a choice I’m making against this war for our minds. Another was the cancelation of my Amazon Prime membership (a way harder choice than the Disney thing). A hard choice but one I feel empowered in making.

I’m evicting this stuff from my life, instead showing support for entities that celebrate truth and light.

Review: Out of Shadows

I just watched Out of Shadows, which is a documentary about the manipulation of media, the involvement of the CIA in media/pop culture and the abuses within.

It begins with personal stories and case examples of two men who had jobs in Hollywood alongside a CIA whistelblower. The information presented is backed up with video or images to support it.

While much of this is evident to people who have been awake, this documentary is well organized and concise. It provides a ton of information on a short documentary, consolidating the information into something easy to digest and share.

The ask at the end of the documentary is simple and yet most won’t do it: to step back and think critically about what you’re digesting with your mind. To take a hard look at it and see it for what it is.

My ask is that you watch this documentary.

Poem: A New Season

Today marks the start of spring – and after a cold Midwest winter no one is more excited than I am – and to mark the new season I wanted to share a poem from an upcoming poetry collection.

I wrote “A New Season” as I embarked on a new season of my own life last year.

When we are young, there are first kisses and first experiences, those first shared moments that leave us surprised and overwhelmed.

But butterflies are not just for the young. I don’t speak just of myself but of other people I know who found a renewed spring come along in middle age or even later.

Even after a failed marriage or relationship, we can find fresh love and fresh hope again. Even when everything we had built has proven not to be the right thing, we can have a fresh start with new adventures, new excitement. And maybe they are even better, as we embrace those fresh starts with a wisdom and appreciation we couldn’t have had when we were young

I am grateful that despite my promotion into middle age (which some say is from age 36 to 55), I still have a young heart, I still have a sense of adventure, I’m still quick to laugh and still happy to embrace life with open arms. I’m grateful for new love, new dreams and for butterflies.

One of the bravest things you can do is to live a life that’s different from what others expect of you.

Erica Layne

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Your Social Credit Score is Coming Soon

I have a pretty decent track record as a member of society. I have been employed every eligible year of my life since I was 16. I never had so much as a detention in school. I have a master’s degree and zero debt. My FICO credit score is almost as high as one can be. I had a good GPA, I’m in excellent health, I volunteer and contribute as much as I’m able.

But I don’t want any of this being tracked or recorded as “behavior” measure as part of a social credit system.

What is a social credit system? We have a good example to use as a guide, as China has been on this social governance system for a while. Essentially, if you deviate from doing (or thinking or expressing) what the government has deemed safe and productive for society, you will take a hit on your social credit score.

But what does this mean? Let’s put together a scenario. You’re a single person and live alone and you are afforded your “universal basic income” which is of course paid in a federal digital currency that is tracked by the government. Let’s say you order a 3rd hamburger this month. You may be notified that you are in violation of a climate protection act prohibiting excessive consumption of red meat. You are denied your purchase and given a black mark.

New scenario. You’re trying to road trip somewhere with a friend for a safe, socially distanced, masked, climate friendly vacation with your 11th booster clearly noted in your digital ID. But, you hadn’t realized this month you ran extra errands and filled your tank too many times in your car. You go to get gas to road trip and you’re denied – you’ve exceeded your allotment for fuel consumption. And they’re watching you.

You post something contradictory to the narrative on social media, unfortunately now you have pay taken out of your income as penalty. And they won’t even need to advise you of it, they’ll just remove it from your digital wallet.

This could then extend into other things, you burger eating gas guzzler. Your social credit score drops and now you can’t get a bank loan. Or get a new job. Every single thing you do in life will be tracked, measured and analyzed against your compliance to the new societal expectations.

What if you can’t pursue your own passions and adventures? What if you can’t see your family? Or eat your favorite foods? You may be watching the madness of the world unfolding and be thinking “but I don’t have anything to do with that, I’m just living my life. They won’t come for me.” But they will! They will come for you.

If this isn’t getting through, there’s an episode of Black Mirror that basically hit the nail on the head.

I won’t be participating in such a system. We need to work against this. This will be the mark of the beast. Read, research and share the truth with others because so many people are blind to what is happening.

Woman of the Year

Those still paying attention to the media – and I do it only to understand what kind of banana sandwich they are trying to feed us today – will now be aware that USA Today has named a transgender person as one of their women of the year.

What a progressive state we are in where it takes a man to show us how to be a woman.

No surprise, as now women’s sports are dominated by men identifying as women. Men, who truth be told, were mediocre at best when competing against other men, but who can dominate against natural born women.

Women are not less than men in any way. But we are generally smaller, our muscles (even mine, I admit begrudgingly) are smaller and weaker. We have smaller hands and slimmer shoulders and shorter arms. We also have a different body chemistry.

But now, thankfully, we have Rachel Levine as a role model woman. A biological man, and on top of that an overweight and grotesque one who is also a member of Joe Biden’s gaggle of lunatics.

I hope I can be just like her when I grow up.

Somehow in the female quest to find equal footing with men in terms of voting rights and equal pay, we let the winds of progression take us where they always do, into an absolute state of lunacy.

Now, women aren’t even the best women out there. Men are. What the hell has happened here?

But then again, this is just sort of a mild version of woke progressivism that has descended upon us. We also have – in TEXAS – protests in support of transgendered children AND groups of “teachers” helping lead classes teaching kids of all ages (including toddlers) to masturbate. And you can’t stand up against this without being called an intolerant bigot.

Well, a bigot be I, then. Men are men (you can identify them by the Adam’s apple). Women are the ones who get periods and can have babies. Children are precious and innocent and should not be sexualized. And the people pushing anything other than this are sick. Satanic.

God made men and women different on purpose as each is a representation of His image. That way, the union of a man and a woman, masculinity and femininity coming together, makes completion. Children are meant to be precious, innocent, pure. And we are instructed to protect that.

All of this plays into the Marxist ideology where faith is abandoned, family units are disparaged, children are no longer innocent and precious and men and women are not valuable in their differences but just numbers on a role call. They do not care about you.

I encourage everyone to contact USA Today and share their opinion on Rachel Levine as woman of the year.